Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Saying Good-bye to an Old Friend

Today is a day that will live in my memory forever. It is the day that I have to say good-bye to my old faithful companion, Tanner. It is a decision that I have struggled with for several months, as his health has deteriorated. But today, as he struggles to get up, the decision has been made, the arrangements are in place and time is ticking away as his last hours of life come to a close. It is a time of looking back at the day we met  (him with a big red bow around his neck... a Christmas present 13 years ago) and honoring the life of my old yellow Lab.

Tanner has served our family well for many years. Living on the farm, he has had free run of many acres..and yet never has left the property. He has had ample opportunity to have many a chicken dinner, and yet has never once gone after the chickens when they have been out of the pen....a bird dog that truly looks at birds as his little buddies. When new little grandchildren arrived he always has been there to welcome them into the family with a happy wagging tail, never once turning on those that would sit close by playing in his food as he ate.


Tanner has helped me raise 4 children, 12 grandchildren and at least 5 other dogs that we have had over the years. He has always been there to let the new puppy jump and climb on him...stretching his patience and yet only a low rumble would come from him, telling the pup "enough". His gentle, mellow personality has always rubbed off on the energy of the pack that calls this place home. And as a result, the dogs that live here are in turn mellow and easy going, and gentle with all who they come in contact with.

The vet has been called, his grave has been dug by the pine trees where he goes to wander. His master is tearfully and yet happily rejoicing that he will no longer be suffering with his aged body. May his spirit soar to the heavens and may he eternally chase amd romp in the green fields. Until we meet again, Old Boy.

Today as I walk my old friend to his grave, may my Master be walking alongside me giving me the strength to grieve and rejoice in the life of an old friend.